Of Love and Of Hate

As you catch hold of your bestie to cross the road, you could see a couple crossing the road hands in hand. First thing that crosses your mind  - 'How cute is that' n there is a name crossing your mind, whose just a smile can make your day, an eye contact with whom could make you shy, someone u would run to with butterflies in your stomach and your eyes speaking it all ,'you have strummed the strings of heart', an enclave you would surrender to peacefully. 

Sometimes in life you find a friend; someone who changes your life just by being part of it. Someone who makes you laugh until you can’t stop and at times when you dont want to smile at all; someone who makes you believe that there really is good in the world; someone who convinces you that there really is an unlocked door just waiting for you to open it.Someone you could talk to endlessly w/o getting bored or for that matter you could even communicate through silence. 

But there is a world far from whims and fancies, to break your innocent heart. Forever is a lie.You are unwanted. N then there is sudden transition from love to hate, from friendship to viciousness,break your castle into pieces.There would be times when you would think about him,but there is a difference now, no more of the innocent sweet feelings, a blatant void feeling replaces it. N u would think where did all the beautiful feelings get lost. N u have no reply...was this the same person who made my day after a hectic schedule screwed by your Team Lead, washed away all your bruises with just a smile.. 

No one falls in love by choice, it is by chance. No one stays in love by chance, it is by work. And no one falls out of love by chance it is by choice. This is what a heart takes so much to take in.

So the thought of 'how cute is that' (with reference to the first para) eventually gets replaced by a smile with a remorse feeling of failure to forget..